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| HAPPY NEW YEAR! Guidelines to live by: *Color outside of the lines *LeT yOuRsElF dAyDrEaM *Agree with your imagination *laugh at the rules Its a tough life, but it's a beatiful life if you love doing what you do People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within Simplicity is the happiness in life | | |
| So many random thoughts right now...im just gonna sum it up with lyrics and icons...Ps I love you Lo-you make my heart smile when i wanna cry i think of u 
*Right now he's probably slow dancing with a bleached-blond tramp,
and she's probably getting frisky...right now, he's probably buying her some fruity little drink cause she can't shoot whiskey...
Right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick, showing her how to shoot a combo Right now, she's probably up singing some white-trash version of Shania karaoke...Right now she's probably shaying "I'm drunk" and he's thinkin he's gonna get lucky..and he don't know... That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little suped up 4 wheel drive, carved my name into his leather seat. I took a Louisville slugger to both head lights, slashed a hole in all 4 tires. And maybe next time he'll think before he cheats cuz you know it wont be on me (Before he cheats-Carrie Underwood)
 *Now and then i confess you cross my mind now and then i guess i have a little too much time i've changed my way of thinking i've tried hard to separate what came too soon from what came too late
I don't think about me in terms of you
I don't think about you in terms of us
I don't think about us in terms of love
I don't think about then in terms of now
I found a way to start again somehow
I don't think about what we thought it was (In terms of love- SheDaisy)  Okay onto a happier note...xanga's so theraputic
*She's a yellow pair of running shoes A holey pair of jeans She looks great in cheap sunglasses She looks great in anything Shes I want a piece of chocolate take me to a movie Shes I cant find a thing to wear Now and then shes moody Shes a Saturn with a sunroof With her brown hair a blowin' Shes a soft place to land And a good feeling knowing Shes a warm conversation that I wouldnt miss for nothing Shes a fighter when shes mad and a lover when shes loving
Shes everything that I ever wanted And everything I need When I talk about her I go on and on and on Cause she is everything to me
Shes a Saturday out on the town Church girl on Sunday A cross around her neck and a cuss word cause its Monday Shes a bubble bath and candle baby come and kiss me Shes a one glass of wine and shes feelin kinda tipsy Shes the giver I wish I could be and the stealer of the covers Shes the picture in my wallet Shes the hand that I'm holdin when Im on my knees and prayin Shes the answer to my prayers Shes the song that Im playin and Shes the voice I love to hear Someday when Im 90 She's that wooden rocking chair I want rocking right beside me Everyday that passes I only love her more Yea shes the one that id lay down my own life for (she's everything-brad paisley) 
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| Welp I know I should be doing homework, but I've been doing enough that it's time to take a break. Actually me and faithe and some other ppl just went to get coldstone ice cream. These past couple weeks have been much different than I expected them too. I haven't really been homesick at all which completely surprises me. I miss everyone but not to the point where I want to pack up and leave right now. I'm really glad I went to Kirkwood first because if I would have just came straight here I would have been so homesick and freaked out by how many people there are. But the campus is amazing...it's gorgeous and Im in love with it.
However, on the opposite side Brooks (Marks boss) passed away last week. It was one of the most random things ever. I was just there the day I moved out here, I saw him after I said good-bye to my parents. Friday I was sposed to go have supper with him and the day before he passed. He's younger then my Dad which is so scary...its insane how different our lives can turn out then we expect them too. Brooks and Nancy are like a second set of parents to Mark...he's closer to Brooks then he is to my mom or dad. He's worked for him for 7 years and Mark is the one who found him- i felt so bad for him. My proffessors were really great about the whole thing, I got to make up everything which I was really worried about. I hate death, i know its the only thing that really shows you how precious life is and whats really important in life like friendships and family rather then arguments and being greedy but its still hard and unfair.
I broke my tailbone about a month ago, I fell in the shower right on the part where the bath water comes out. I had to go get x-rays at the doc's office here on campus and it was really uncomfortable. It hurts real bad to sit especially in cars or for long periods of time and you cant really do anything for tailbones..they're like ribs and you obviously cant put casts on them. Im really tired and should go finish reading and doing homework but I feel like I have ADD right now so I'll leave you guys with this....
*After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security, And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises, And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child, And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plant your own garden, and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure...that you really are strong, and you really do have worth. And ou learn and you learn...with every good-bye you learn...*
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| Okay so Im officially at Iowa State! Holler...Im real nervous and everyone just left so Im all by myself but this is a good experience for me. Im so excited Hartl's up here just a mile away...not that I could find him (even though i've already been to his apartment) but just knowing he's here is comforting. Lots of unpacking to do but Jonna and Mel are coming out Wednesday. | | |
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Gettin ready for the EBall...
She's kind of an alc.
Shakin' our money maker...
Fe is so damn cute!
Bling Bling
The food was yummy!
haha, she wants me
"After Party"...so tired
*She has God, Family, and Country*
